For my baby ~ Ferris Mokhtar van de Ven

For my baby ~ Ferris Mokhtar van de Ven;
..for all my love, my heart and soul..all belong to you! This is how ummie love you - higher than a mountain, wider than an ocean ~

Monday, February 21, 2011

FERRIS FUNNY PICS SERIES #5 - Playing in the LOPAK!


FERRIS FUNNY PICS SERIES No.5

Ferris Playing in the LOPAK!!

Feb 2008, Malaysia;
Ferris asked my mom one day: "Nenek, itu apa?"
My mom answered: "Air."
Ferris: "Air apa, nenek?"
My mom: "Air hujan bertakung!"
Ferris did not understand: "Apa tu, nenek?"
My mom: "LOPAK"
Ferris: "LOPAK? What is LOPAK?"
My mom: "Air hujan bertakung."

Later..
Ferris: "Ummie..ummie! Look! That is LOPAK!"
Me: "LOPAK?"
Ferris: "Yes, LOPAK!"
Me: "How do u know that?"
Ferris: "LOPAK is a water from the rain in the middle of the road!"
Me: "Who taught u that?"
Ferris: "NENEK!"

But this picture was taken when he was 1 year and 5 months old..
He just loved to play with the mud..
and make himself dirty!!!

Have a look!

Date taken: May 20, 2005
Ferris was 1 year and 5 months!

Place: in the garden, Spechtstraat 18, Belgium
Taken by: Ummie
Camera: Fujifilm S2pro

Here we go Ferris....

Okay, Ferris just wanted to play! ..using his fingers only! Not more!


Yes, Ferris just wanted to try..
Hmm that was much better to play rather than just with the fingers..Ferris thought!


Okay...Ferris wanted to try something new..
Of course using just fingers did not give him total satisfaction at all!


Woops.. here we go!
Okay, my head wanted to feel the LOPAK as well..
Oh! Let do it like in the pool! Much better!!!


Huh! Now...what do u think?
Look at his face! Yes, indeed with the SMILE :))
And..the hair?
Yes..all wet + dirty all over his face!!


And now...time for the camera..
He smiled satisfaction!

Mission accomplished!


THIS IS TOTALLY SO FERRIS!!!!
Luckily, he is my SON!!
And I love him too much!
Though Ferris is far away from ummie...
Ummie doesnt know where papa is taking Ferris to..

Ummie has no other memories to picture Ferris in A perfect view..
instead those all in ummie's memories..
where Ferris is still 5 years and 3 months
Ferris is still 24 kg
And 125+ cm tall
(the same age/weight/height when papa has taken Ferris away from ummie)
and..
these photos...
this all ummie can recall Ferris for the absolute images!

Ferris, one day, Ferris will read this blog..
Ferris will find out the truth about why ummie cant be there for Ferris for these 24 months..
And..dont ever ever underestimate ummie's love for Ferris..
because..
it is unconditionally
unmeasured
and countless..
if Ferris only knew...

ummie sayang Ferris..
that sentence never slip off of ummie's tongue
it's too fluent for ummie to say it wrongly!

Ferris loves ummie, tak?


5 comments:

  1. Ferris, one day, Ferris will read this blog..
    Ferris will find out the truth about why ummie **cant be there for Ferris for these 24 months..
    And..dont ever ever underestimate ummie's love for Ferris..
    because..
    it is unconditionally
    unmeasured
    and countless..
    if Ferris only knew...**

    p/s- after read these, i got a goosebump both of my arms..
    babe, this blog will remain a memories, we believe u gonna get u're handsome buah hati pengarang jantung pembuluh rindu back..
    believe that!

    just around ur corner..

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  2. hey, i think he thought LOPAK is really a chocolate sauce spill on the ground.. i think he tried to taste it (perhaps he did that! i bet u!) with different way because it is unexplained how there is so many chocolate sauce spill over the ground..

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  3. dear mr.naze...
    if u just got goosebump on your arms..i was in tears while writing these..like i was in a trance.. just thought of Ferris...my mind has travelled far far away...a place where i could smell him..i could hear his voice..and i could see him clearly.. unfortunately, my vision just too limited...i cursed myself for not being able to see how he looks like right now..
    how tall..how is his figure..how has he grown up!
    and....after a while..i re-read wht i hv written.. i just cant believe it! ..just in few second i have gone from here...

    thanx for the prayers..
    i keep the faith..
    yes, just around my corner..i could feel it even closer!!
    wht pityful...i just CANT even touch him!
    i am missing him too much! Hanya Allah yang tahu!

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  4. Elis, I am a silent reader of this blog.

    Ferris is really waiting for you. I got goosebumps when i read this now. He is waiting for you to rescue him. Go get him sooner. He really wants to see you and is longing for you.

    Money cannot buy happiness. So what if he lives in a not so posh condition in Malaysia..if that is his happiness and he wants to be with his mom.

    Salam,
    Gina

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  5. Thank you Gina...your words have touched my heart deeply... saya akan tunggu tiba masanya itu nanti..pada suatu masa...ALLAH maha ADIL.. amin amin amin!

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